OK, I don't know if it was fatigue, hormones, or just raw emotion...but I broke down and cried in front of the Inter-coutry adoption matching committee! This board of professionals: a psychologist, doctor, lawyer and ICAB director were all obviously a little disturbed at my outburst. MJ's case had been presented and discussed at length and I was ok. Once Nori's picture was put up on the presentation board, I just lost it. I think they thought I was upset because they had a split vote on MJ's prospective family...they have no clue how this one little girl has affected my life! I'm thankful for a sovereign God whom I can trust these babies' lives to. He is all-knowing and all-powerful...HE knows what the future holds for each of these children. HE knows what's best, and has a plan for their lives. I can trust that the families who take these babies away from us will love them even more than I ever could, and that God's will has been done!